Different

I feel really different about today. I had some really high points with today and some really low points. It seems that the low points are those that are weighing down hard on my heart. On the high notes I was able to get a lot accomplished in regards to powerpoint presentation for our opening prayer for Saturday and the outline typed as well as the prayers of the faithful typed. I also attended a meeting for a new program with the Br. Polycarp Foundation. It was a great kickoff to a program and it really makes me want to spread the word to our schools in the states to help raise funds. The program will feed first and second graders who are underweight and not getting the right amount of food they need. They will be fed a lunch and the parents will be taught how to cook healthy food on a budget that they can afford. I really want to raise funds for this program.

On the downside, I did go and buy some water guns today, something that I have been wanting to do. Note to self, no water guns with the students especially when the students need to be at work. I feel terrible. Also I guess my joking is a bit extreme sometimes for some of the Filippino, so now I feel bad about that and I am now more afraid to joke. I guess I need to figure out what the boundary is, but let's be honest they joke with me all the time. I guess you can say I am really beating myself up over the childish mistakes. I guess it is something I really need to reflect on. I guess I am letting the thought of having fun overtake what I really need to be doing. I can have fun, but I need to be serious as well.